In the Name of God, the Kind, the Beautiful

Two years ago today, we lost our Angel, Bayan, to lymphoma. The pain is still there; the anguish is still raw; the unbearable burden still hangs heavily on our hearts. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about her. There is not a time that my heart doesn’t cry out in melancholy, longing to see her once again.

As the months have passed, it still does not cease to amaze that it has been two years since the unthinkable. The passing of time has been a true blessing. It has definitely help eased the pain of her loss.

But the pain is always there. And it will always be there. I love you so much, habeebee (my love). And I will never forget.

Even though the sun was warm and bright,
The day was dark, grim, and full of fright.
I miss you, my love, so much each day,
One day we will see each other again, I pray.